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I feel like my head's gonna fucking explode.
I've got two weeks to move myself, my family and two small dogs into a new, temporary home, preferably an apartment. Both people moving in with me are incredibly picky and want certain features in their new home. At the same time, they don't seem to realize that with what they want comes a cost (ie. living in a sketchy neighborhood, pet rent, having to pay extra for things, etc.) and seem to get pissy at me when I apparently fail to deliver through these means. I only have two days out of the week to look for a place, and the rest of the time is dedicated to sorting out the workload at the hotel I'm at, and fretting over Mac Dubious, Ebola, and ISIS -- especially since I'm all a-fucking-lone here in the goddamn Valley.
No pressure.
So yeah, that's me if you're wondering what happened to me. Sorry for all the bullshit; I'll let you get back to your daily schedule now. Peace...?
I've got two weeks to move myself, my family and two small dogs into a new, temporary home, preferably an apartment. Both people moving in with me are incredibly picky and want certain features in their new home. At the same time, they don't seem to realize that with what they want comes a cost (ie. living in a sketchy neighborhood, pet rent, having to pay extra for things, etc.) and seem to get pissy at me when I apparently fail to deliver through these means. I only have two days out of the week to look for a place, and the rest of the time is dedicated to sorting out the workload at the hotel I'm at, and fretting over Mac Dubious, Ebola, and ISIS -- especially since I'm all a-fucking-lone here in the goddamn Valley.
No pressure.
So yeah, that's me if you're wondering what happened to me. Sorry for all the bullshit; I'll let you get back to your daily schedule now. Peace...?
The future, maybe?
So, about that new feature… I like the concept, really I do. A feature that notifies someone about art theft is always handy, no matter what or where it comes from, and I’m all for protecting artists and their craft, especially as a fucking artist myself. But I also see the problems and potential biases that come with it, too. And I guess that’s a problem now, considering the feedback other users received addressing the same concerns. I also don’t appreciate the condescending tone in some of the replies. What’s that? You have an opinion in juxtaposition to my own?? Well maybe it would be better if you weren’t so FUCKING poor! Stop complaining, peasant! Even with Core+ being on sale, fifteen bucks in this economy could make or break whether or not some people get groceries for the week. Whoever is one hundred percent behind this idea is entitled to their own feelings and opinion, and I wish I were on that boat, too. However, in this case I find the dismissal of legitimate complaints
I guess an explanation is in order...?
==> Firstly — what the hell happened? Well, that’s a good question, actually! I kinda fell off the face of the earth for a minute there, huh? I just finished my last year of academia and graduated earlier this month! Since then I’ve been slowly uploading work I’ve done for that semester and generally laying low while I try to find a job... Also I may or may not have fallen ill with a major head cold on Monday and just now have been feeling better so, ah... sorry about that! o_o ==> Are you gonna do something with your life, you Arizonan asshole!? That is kind of the point of getting a bachelor’s degree, now, is it? xP I’ve kinda slowed down after school, but it’s been temporary — I’ve been polishing my resume and portfolio, and trying to keep busy in the meantime… ah, easier said than done, I suppose. For now, consider me a freelancer! Among my list of shit to do includes a comm-trade, an actual commissions list, an illustration series, and, ah, brushing up my resume. Also, rude.
If I'm not back in five minutes...
Just wait longer. ^0^; Forgive my extended absence/lack of activity on here... or anywhere online, really. My situation hasn't really gotten any better, but I've been learning to cope with it. Thankfully I've got less than a week or so left of finals and plenty of work to go with it. I'll probably just upload a few pieces and be done with it, though, heh :XD: I do hope the rest of you have been... let's not say well; 2020's been a rough year for everybody. I hope you've all been holding on, at least. We're finally in December.
Signing off, for now.
How it do, fellow ne'er-do-wells? You ready for the rest of 2020!? Let's do this!! >:3 Or, at least, that's what I would like to say. I had so much planned for the remainder of the year, as well as the next year. I had plans to continue with commissions, post more artwork, make an announcement on a new project... However... not only has that not come to fruition, but I've become so unmotivated for life these days... I know, I know! I'm in a good enough position compared to everyone else, I should (and could afford to) move my stupid ass around! Except that's not how that works, and this shit I've been doing, pretending I'm fine and that I gotta be perfect and on top of everything, it isn't working, and it's only making it worse. Here's the truth. No, I'm not okay. No, I'm not fine. I'm at a point where I know I have to take a step back, reevaluate what I want in life and reflect on my failures and accomplishments, small as I feel they are. I would apologize, normally. I'm tired
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Oh dear, bad things!
Wish you luck, wish you a good time.
Miss you~
Wish you luck, wish you a good time.
Miss you~